i really wish i could get my friends to open up to me. i hate sharing and feeling all exposed and not know very much about the other person. i think it's good to put emotions in the air-especially if you're close with someone.it's okay to tell someone how you're feeling or if you're upset with them or about your past. i think it helps you get to know people better, and understand why the act certain a way or do certain things or are scared of certain places or have fears and insecurities. i feel i'm the kind of person that can easily open up. it often means i am judged or feel dumb but i usually feel better after saying things.really, i just want to know everything about my friends. i want them to let me know that they know i'm here--because i am and always will be. i love all my friends very much and i would like to help and understand and know. i guess some people feel it isn't important to be close with me but what can you do. ever feel like you give more than you get back? tomorrow=lunch with dad. i hope this goes well.