Yay, entry #20! W00t!
Anyway. This morning, I went to school and Shelby and I were up by Liz and Hannah and Brodie. Liz was showing Brodie and Hannah a text she sent D.J. and some other dudes.
She showed Hannah, but she didn't let Shelby and me see. So we went off, saying we were unloved. We were. )=
So the day went by, until it was time for dance with Mrs Shield. It was all good fun. Colleen and I were partners, and when we lined up to go to the hall, Alesha grabbed her and said, "What are you doing?"(We were linking arms)"She's my partner!"
So I nodded and got in line, and while we were walking Alesha tried to link arms with me and I gently pulled my arm away. "What's wrong?" she said. I said, "I'm just trying to walk in line."
And in dance, after Colleen and I and Conner and Ben had got into our group, Sarah and Alesha kept saying, "You're flirting with Ben." And they asked, "Do you like Ben? Becasue you're flirting with him."
Ugh! And so then we were supposed to sit down, and I spread my legs out, but Sarah had her mind switched to "oh I'm gonna be a sick snob" mode and said, "this is not the time or the place, Chelsea."
So I asked Alesha what was with Sarah, and she said, "She thinks you're flirting with Ben," and I said, "Well why does she care? Does she like Ben?" and she said, "I don't know," and walked back.
Then school ended, and I went to the stop light so I could head to the bus stop. I spotted Liz and Hannah, so I ran over to them. They didn't really say anything to me, but they looked at me and said, "Hey!" Then we crossed and went to the bus stop.
On our way to the bus stop, Hannah and Liz and Brodie just...didn't really acknowledge me so I dropped back behind. When we got to the bus stop, Liz started to punch my shoulder saying, "Mini-jam!" Then Hannah began to punch my other shoulder, harder, saying the same thing. Finally I took a step back.
I was on the brink of crying. Why were they hitting me? Why were people being mean to me today? Am I just a mean person? Am I not a good friend? Probably not.
So I just left. I just headed for the other bus stop because I didn't want to be with them. They were going to ignore me or be mean to me, so I left.
I'm just going to go now. Love you all. Bye.
love yah
shawnie x