Yes. I feel...tired. And not just tired like...sleepy. Tired of me. Why cant I get him off my mind? Why cant I stop liking him? Its not worth it. Really, really not worth it. Specially since Jade doesnt support me. I mean, I feel bad when she feels sad that she cant have Miles. So then why cant I be like her and realize what I can and cant have? Is there something wrong in my brain? Besides the fact that I'm extremely wierd? I was gonna write a poem, but I cant. Not can't like...impossible. Can't like, dont-know-how. Has anyone told you she's not breathing? I think Katherine is probably one of the only ones that really, truely understands what I am going through. Her crush wont notice her, and she's mad about him. Poor Katherine. It's okay, Katherine, we'll stick together. Luff//Chelly