"Aries!" Jesse yelled as his sister wobbled over to the bathroom.
"I'm sorry okay?" He called after her.
She stopped dead in her tracks and spun around, fists clenching. Her fake, drug manufactured smile turned into an angry look.
"You are sorry? Sorry for what, I don't anything that needs apologizing. I'm the one who should be saying sorry!" said Aries as she walked slowly towards her brother. Her voice slightly getting louder.
"I'm fucking sorry! OKAY! I'm sorry for doing something so bad you had to go and hide this from me! I'm sorry that you've made me feel like shit! I'm sorry for staying quiet when you annoy me! I'm sorry for being ALIVE!" Aries screamed and cried.
"You have killed me and you know it, you had no sympathy for what this would have done to me and to make it worse... you tried to hide it." Tears were flowing down her cheeks. Jesse just stood there, not knowing how to respond. She was pouring her heart out and all he could do was stand there.
Kelsey slowly walked out from the bedroom, arms folded, with a terried look on her face.
"Oh look what we have here. Kelsey you were suppose to be a best friend. How do I know that you didn't use me all my life just to get to Jesse? How could you do this?" Aries said stomping her feet like a little kid. Waving her hands carelessly. Kelsey and Jesse starred at her, confused, having no idea what to do or say.
"Well you know what, I'm going to make you guys happy and leave you alone. Let you fuck the shit out of each other all day, let you continue to think that I'm overreacting... and letting you not care about me anymore, which won't be hard considering you never did." She walked into the bathroom and quietly closed the door behind her.
She sat down with her back against the door, Aries reacher into the cupboard under the sink and pulled her little case out and took out her razor. She lifted her pant leg and placed the razor on her flesh. Carving the letters u-n-p-r-e-t-t-y until the word unpretty was good and bloody. She sat there watching the red fluid form and her ankle turn a light shade of purple. She wiped it off with a towel and read the words out loud to herself.
"Unpretty, that's what you will always be..."
I love it. More :)
[swimurmaid]
absolutaly fucking beautiful.
if only i could read this forever.
-janeisdead/forgetdecember
Amazing! Can't wait for the next chapter!
Lauren