Listening to: people typing
Feeling: depressed
k, so I've only been with Suisse for like barely over a week. And then, Jason, who hasn't called me for like two months so I just thought he didn't want to be with me anymore, of course has to call me. Stupid kid!! 'Cuz then I was like asking him what the crap he was doin' and he's like "Well, I didn't think it was that big of a deal or whatever" and then he was saying that he felt like crap and stuff for not calling and because I told him I was going out with Suisse, 'cuz he was saying that he still likes me and all that stuff. And even just talking to him on the phone, I could tell I still really really like him. I think it's cool, 'cuz he makes me laugh like all the time and I love it. And I could dump Suisse.....but then he was being really really sweet and stuff on the net and I do like him and all....but GRRRR!!! Amy gave me a really good idea though. Just wait a couple weeks and see if Jason actually calls. But what do I do if he does?? I think I like Jason more, but the situation is easier with Suisse because I see him a lot more. Plus, I like him too....and he's a really good kid. They're both really good to me though....SHIT!
Ber
..........flip a coin!!!
but, i'm just an idiot, my advice is useless ¬.¬