This all sucks....yeah. I mean...I still really wanna be with Suisse..but I don't want to make Chelsea and Ber feel bad because they "feel like they can't talk to me" when he's there. So maybe it's better if i'm not with him for a while. And I still like Jason too...it's all so sad...just pisses me off.. this is why I hate high school. And why I hate liking people. But sometimes you can't help it...and I can't. But the sad thing is, I like them both a lot..and i don't know what to do. I just hope i'm not making like this huge mistake and fucking everything up forever....