The show last night was ok. I had fun. I liked a few of the bands. Go them. But ya know. Oh well. But overall, I had fun. I bought myself the Sims Hot date!! woo hoo! I still need to install it though. But I got paid, and I bought myself the sims, some new work pants, a bra, and a beach towel thing and went to the show and I still have like $80 left! I was like...sweet! lol. Today in church there was a really cute baby in front of me....it kinda looked like an elf but it was cute. I don't know why I don't want children. I just don't...they're so...small...and helpless...and....childish and small. lol. And I was thinking.....I don't know why I think in church so much....getting married is scary! Like, what if your family doesn't like them or their family doesn't like you? What if you just have all these problems and disagreements over things? Could you stop loving them after living with them all those years? There's all these old people that say they love their wife/husband even more now and they've been through so much together and blah blah blah. But what if that doesn't happen to me? What if I marry the wrong person? And screw up my whole life?! hmm....it makes ya think