Listening to: my brother is listening to something really weird
Feeling: antisocial
So, we watched my sister's dogs for the weekend. They're so cute! yay! But they came to get them today. We had them since Thursday. My cousins came up for memorial day. That was fun. I like my cousin Ruth. She's like 2 1/2 years older than me but we get along really well. We have fun. I hope she can come visit me a lot this summer. That would be cool. I really want school to get over. It's getting so boring and annoying. I just went up to get a blanket from my room...and it smells good....yay!
So I found this random poem....and I can't decide if I like it. So you guys will have to tell me what you think.
One girl stands so silently
with what seems all the cares in the world
resting on her shoulders
One boy stands in front of her
with what seems not a thing at all
left for him in this world.
She looks into his eyes
glazed; emotionless
she knows it's because of her
What Have I done to him?
He looks into her eyes
sadness; pain
he knows it's because of him
What have I done to her?
She feels helpless
How can I help him?
I care about him so
He feels restless
no one can help me
no one really cares
things just aren't the same anymore
they used to fit so well
but now they just stand and stare
she hopes it's not the end.
As she walked away, she cried
for all the things she'd lost
If only he knew how sad I'd be
if he took his life
maybe, just maybe
he would care more.
As he walked away, he sighed
for all the things he'd done
If only she knew how free I'd be
if I took my life
maybe, just maybe
she wouldn't care as much.
She took out her wallet
looked at her pictures
and smiled
she was so happy then.
He took out his razor
looked at his wrists
and smiled
he'd be so happy now.
- Nicole Thompson -
xoxo
This is a v. sad poem (as I've previously stated), did you write it? where did you get it if not?