I dont' know why I've been thinking about this so much lately but I really DO NOT want to get old. I look at all my friends and I just can't see them being old either. I can only see them as these bouncy young teenagers that are just having fun with life. Especially Jarren. It's really weird that he wont' be there in swimming next year. I love Jarren to death! He's a really cool kid. It's just really weird...because he's always been there. I don't know. It's actually kinda depressing. But yeah. I'll still have Amy and Ber and Chelsea for the next two years! yay! except teresa isnt' gonna be there next year..and that's sad..teresa is my special friend! lol..she's so funny. And it's gonna suck so bad next year when all of next year's seniors leave (the juniors this year). I will have been swimming with them for three years!!! woah! Especially Suisse though..that's gonna be way sad. 'Cuz I've always been able to talk to suisse...even last year..he's just easy to talk to and I don't know what I'll do when he's not there with me...