It seems like I write in this a lot during class so there's no music. It sucks because I like music. Oh well. Anyways, I've realized that I have a hard time telling people how I really feel. Well, like, I'm ok with my friends for some reason, like Amy, Ber, Chels, Hol, Emily..ya know..I tell those guys I love them all the time. 'Cuz I do...I love them like sisters. But when it comes to like...really liking a guy or stuff like that...I have a hard time telling them. I don't know why....maybe it's 'cuz i'm afraid of what they'll think or something. Who knows. I don't even tell my family I love them that much though. I tell my friends a lot more. Strange...I've been thinking about a lot of stuff lately. I usually dont' that much but I had nothing to do this whole weekend...kinda...and so I just sit there and think because my brother won't let me get on the computer and I had no homework...I was mostly just bored. But there is a good thing!!! There's gonna be a show on April 23rd that I want to go to really really bad. Chucks and Swill are playing and I think a couple more ska bands will be there. And Amy said that it's only $2 and they'll have pizza and everything..so I wanna go REALLY BAD!!! yay..I hope amy and ber can come with me. And I want Chelsea to come. Because she wants to come to a show and she hasn't yet. I think Jason is coming too. . . weee.