This weekend was okay. Yesterday night mainly consisted of eating extremely fatty food, sitting under a friends table until given alcohol, trying desperately not to lose at cards so that I wouldn't have to do a truth/dare, and shutting up. You would think that would be exciting but I promise you, it's anything but. I don't really want to go to school tomorrow but I'll suck it up, I suppose. I really should try and change but I don't know how to go about it. I also don't know how to make new friends, something I really should do. Being nice all the time seems why too cheesy. [I don't know what sexuality I am, but this stupid fucking threeway split is making me sick. I don't understand why everyone just assumes you're 'straight' (Actually, that word bothers me a little bit, but now I'm just being picky) unless you say something that proves them wrong. I know, but I don't UNDERSTAND.]