Babble.

Listening to: Beatles
Feeling: clueless
You know that absence makes the heart grow stronger thing? Well, it's TRUE. Jesus, I actually -miss- school. So boredddd. I'm doing distance education in a month or so, so that should be okay, though. At least I'll have something to do the whole day. I think, if it weren't for my immense, constant boredom, I would be pretty happy at the moment, despite the fact that I hardly ever leave the house and I have no friends. It's weird. I used to worry about boyfriends and shit. And now, I guess this has put everything into perspection. Although, I'll admit I -did- cry today while watching Jerry Springer (Heh..), because I keep imagining myself as this old lady with no family, no friends, no anything. Because really, no one would love someone like -this-. No one even LIKES me, so how could anyone possibly love me? Bleh. Just ranting.
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such a cute diary!!
[Anonymous]
all i have to say is...

dammit girl, you'll b surprised... hey, i had a stage where i could barely walk.. and this guy openly admitted to likign me, it was pretty scary... but hey, maybe there is a guy who is attracted to you... as for friends... do i recall you having a friend named rachel??
It's grow fonder, not stronger.
[Anonymous]
Hey, babble is good.

And I guess that abscence thingy is different for everyone. I hate it. Abscence seems to make hearts break.