Go to my room and I close my eyes, make believe that I have

Listening to: Everclear (Wonderful)
Today was horrible. In sport class, we had to be chosen for basketball teams. As usual, I sat around waiting to be picked last; being picked last in gym class is the EPITOME opf being a loser. Anyway, Mr Mar (The stupidest substitute teacher in the history of.. my life) picked two girls and two boys to choose teams, and so they did. They had to choose boy, girl, boy, girl, etc. After a while, it appeared that there were less girls and so eventually I was sitting there among 4 other boys, waiting for the torture to be over. It was time for this random guy who I don't know properly in my class to pick a girl and I was the only one left. So the guy says "Can we pick another guy since there are no girls left?" And everyone's like "Yeah, I guess so", and I'm just sitting there looking like an idiot. Until I bothered to point out that I can go die now. JESUS. What the fuck am I? An alien? Just because I LOOK like a guy... -___- And then I got stuck on some lame team with all the dorky good basketball people. So I pretended to be sick and sat with the other sick people, except they completely ignored me. Yay. And.. ugh. Job thingy tomorrow, and I have tonsilitus (I can't spell OR play sport. Wh00t) so I know I won't get it, especially when he see's what I look like. ;_;
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I'm listening to Everclear too. I always get picked last too. What do you look like? Seriously, you should move up here and live in a random apartment with me and other internet people. Yeah this is all over the place, I should probably shut up, etc - nothing new. Anyway you have good taste in music and are generally awesome in the same ways I can be, though I'm self hating at the moment... So... yeah. Anyway I'm running out of space
~Beth
ahh... job intiviews are good fun, at least yours isnt an on-the-spot intiview like mine was, completely off guard... (probably adding to the reasons why i got fired after 3 days)

Yeah, I always get picked last for sport too, unless one of the music people get to pick a team, apparently if your in orchestra your automatically in this cliche, pretty good security blanket i suppose

hey, out of curiosity, what job are you applying for??
that sucks...the exact same thing happened to me every time we had gym last year.

*marlyn*
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Well, just because Im an idiot and wont use MSN to ask this question, how did the job thingie go? =)