Listening to: The Spill Canvas
Feeling: numb
There are a number of things I am disliking at the moment:
Rachel's (seemingly) superficial obsession with Bright Eyes.
The way the word 'wits' looks so much like the word 'wrists'.
The fact that I don't get good grades anymore
My lack of writing ability
Ross's hair cut.
My grandparents' constant presence.
My unimaginative mind.
The fact that I used the word 'my' three times without meaning to (Well, 4 now).
When people don't put plenty of paragraphs and spaces into their writing. The words seem to run into eachother like bumper cars without that annoying skidding noise.
I am very tired of my life, not depressed, upset, sleepy, or stressed (At least, at the moment), just tired. Got change?
I'll let you get the best of me,
because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go
but i dont think that will help
i think you need a hug
-hug-
now hug yourself
now take off your shirt
dont you feel better already
oh yea
whats bright eyes???
you should bother with other people because
well
theyre people
not you
you matter
know yourself
fuck other people
really
they dont matter
not that much at least
worry if
your true to yourself
i hope you feel better
really i do
oh yea
On a positive note, I have broadened my horizons of communication.
I created a yahoo messenger account: sicktwistedsmile
And an msn account with my email address: sillyjoker15@aol.com
I hope it will prove useful in communicating with you, as if we lived remotely near one another I assure you we'd be the best of friends.
~ Beth
Also, I know what you mean about the tired boredness of the unchanging life.
The other person that commented seems nice...
Tra la la frolic all around, let the whole world hear the sound of the happy song in round. Our music will resound until its source is found I'm spent.
It's dumb and stupid, and that's the point.
luvBeth
there is nothing typical
about me
thank you for liking them
but how can i make them better?
oh yea
im a nobody
i dont do scenes
i hate my grandmas presence but she is always near...
i hate everyones huge obsession with bright eyes that band used to be so rad before it got all popular...
i like your diary