I'm a little bit worried that one day I'll run out of '-ism's to involve myself with, and then I'll have to face real life again. But other than that I'm pretty okay right now, despite the few little run ins with depression I've had lately. My exams are over so all there is now to worry about is my work experience, community service and the formal. I wish there was a cure for social phobia. I wish there was a cure for this damn heat. I wish I would get off my ass and do something, instead of sitting here thinking about how my best friend and the guy I've had an annoying teenage crush on for three years are probably making out as I type this.