I was loking around for inspiration for something to complain about, but couldn't find anything. So I looked out the window, and let my eyes adjust to the sunlight and realized how beautiful the world is. Again. Sometimes it's really hard to see it though, when you're depressed or.. vegan or.. actually give a fuck about anything, but since right now, at the moment, I'm none of those, I could see it fine. And as the sunlight poured through my pathetic see through curtain, a tear formed in my eye. Yes, I'm that pathetic, thank you. And Rachel's on msn at the moment, which I can't really work out seeing as it's 9:50am and she doesn't do any classes that involve computers, as far as I know. But just in case she's in English or something I've kept her blocked because I don't want her to make a big deal about me being on. Also, I won't be able to think of anything entertaining to say. And she hasn't called me since my birthday, so.. blah. Once again, pathetic.