I'm going to fail all my exams. Whhich most people say is expected seeing as how I've missed so much school but I just feel like such a failure these days, and FAILING my exams is really not going to help. I have to go to this damn Newtown thingy on Sunday with a whole lot of these people Rachel met over the AFI boards who are really outgoing and interesting and funny and pretty and.. everything else I'm not. And if anyone reads this, please keep in mind there's no point in telling me I AM interesting and funny and.. whatever, even though you probably don't think that, because as self esteemless as I am, it is -fact- that I'm not -any- of that, and I never will be. Yesyes, life sucks.