I'm.. sad. Damn fucking sad. I swear too much lately, way too much. I'm sick of acting like I'm normal when I'm NOT. Yeahyeah, teenage angst, no one's making you read it. I'm not normal because I'm uglyuglyugly. And I'm boringboringboring. There's this cute guy in the grade below us who my friend has a crush on and I can't even talk in front of him. It's not a big deal, it just annoys me. S asked me who I'm getting a Valentines thing for. =/ I mean, wtf. ME? Ohyeah, me. The fucking tragic ugly bitch, that's right, I won't ask again. Maybe it's the paranoia speaking, but I really don't want to go to school on Monday. What if someone's like developed a prank for me or something and that's why he asked? Maybemaybemaybe. Either way i hate valentines day. What if Rachel gets one? I hate myself, I hate myself. ------------------------ I like my phone. I have lots of videos, mostly taken by Jarina. My favorites are the one where Jarina keeps filming Rachel and Rachel notices and goes crazy and grabs the phone from Jarina (who screams) and the phone goes off. THE END. It's funny. I also like the one where Jarina chases the other Rachel around b block screaming because it has a cute guy at the beginning and lots of hands blocking the camera. Weeh. I wish I could upload them or something. Then I could be real lame.