"Looking back at me/ I see/ That I never really got it right/ I never stopped to think of you/ I'm always wrapped up in/ Things I cannot win/ You are the antidote that gets me by/ Something strong/ Like a drug that gets me high/ What I really meant to say/ Is I'm sorry for the way I am/ I never meant to be so cold to you/ And I'm sorry about all the lies/ Maybe in a different light/ You could see me stand on my own again/ 'cause now I can see/ You were the antidote that got me by/ Something strong/ Like a drug that got me high/ I never meant to be so cold/ What I really meant yo say/ Is I'm sorry for the way I am/ I never meant to be so cold to you/ *I never really wanted you to see/ The screwed up side of me that I keep/ Locked inside of me so deep/ It always seems to get to me/ I never really wanted you to go/ So many things you should have known/ I guess for me there's just no hope/ I never meant to be so cold..*" [Cold] "If only you could watch me fall/ I cannot feel it anymore/ The soul you cut/ The soul you adore/ Cannot feel you anymore/ 'cause you've run through me with the destructive force/ I think somehow I gotta see it straight/ I gotta get you out of me/ But I cannot get through to you/ See me/ I'm down and I get deeper with every breath/ See me/ I'm over the edge/ Farther with every step/ See me/ I'm done and I get deeper with every breath/ Standing over the edge/ I'm taking my last breath/ How I feel/ Like I'm starless/ I'm ready to fade now/ And hoe I feel/ Like I'm starless/ I'm hopeless and grayed out/ Somehow I feel like I'm starless/ I'm ready to fade now/ And now I feel like I'm starless/ I'm ready to burn out/ I can transcend you/ And mentally bend you/ But I can't handle the shit that I'm into/ I have been blinded and always reminded/ Of the things I've wanted but I never could find/ ***I'm a part of a world that I hate/ I wish the end would come faster/ My world's a disaster***/ Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning/ And I can't keep my head above my wake/ I gotta get you out of my veins/ I gotta get you out of my blood/ I gotta get you out of my scene/ I gotta get you out of me/ What I'm really trying hard to get down to words/ Is the way I fit into this world/ Things I survived pushed me to the darker side/ Because of life as it was/ The life that was yours/ Should've never been mind/ But I never could take anymore of this/ 'cause I'm always gonna get down to the floor/ It's a cold gun that I kiss/ 'cause I cannot break anymore..." *Starless*