...I'm gonna leave you now. There's nothing for me here- it's all the same. And even though I know that everything might go, go downhill from here, I'm not afraid... --- [Friday] Went to the river for dinner with Logan and Christine.. which was pretty fun. It's nice to get out of this house and not worry about anything. Went and hung out with Ryan afterwards which was just.. ...super =) As usual. Except for some topics that shouldn't have been brought up, but.. meh. I don't know. Just /being/ with him makes everything so much better.. Which is probably weird. But that goes into a different entry. Superb.. [Saturday] Well. . Work was alright. Randy left, so it was just Logan and I.. we're uber cool =) Makin' fun of Shayman 'cos he told Megan she looks like she's pregnant (which she isn't, nor does she look anywhere NEAR pregnant). The ass. He's jealous 'cause he's already gettin' a beer gut =P.. Lisa took over for Logan around 2 and things were.. ..different. We were imitating Invader Zim all afternoon, mocking Scott's country music (and his cheese fries & beer+orangecrush.. which is absolutely disgusting). Shamas is a stupid fuck. He's extremely irritating. Especially how when you're in his way, he'll pick you up and carry you some place else. Punching him is pretty well impossible because he punches HARD and locks us in the bathroom. Yelling "Get out of my kitchen, fuckbag!" doesn't work, 'cause he lies down on the floor. Seriously, you'd think someone his age would have something better to do than molest girls nearly 10 years younger than him. Rawr. I'm done ranting about him. But Lisa is super cool. Neither of us knows how to cook neatly(?) worth /fuck/, so we spent an hour and a half doing cleanup (which normally takes 15 minutes). There was cheese on the wall and gravy all over the floor. Why? Because I'm talented =) Ehh.. Sat in the bath for an hour or more afterwards. I'm extremely fucking tired. And all I can smell is french fries and beer. Mmmmn sickness. I feel like death. Rode around with Cindy on the bus for nearly an hour earlier because.. well. My original plan was to buy a bus pass.Then, I decided I was gonna stay at Aynsley's so I can work tomorrow & Monday, and then take off to fuckin' who knows where. Thought about it a bit, and obviously decided against it. Why? Honestly, because of Ryan. Care about him too much to just /leave/. Bleh. I heart his new story idea, though. It's a bit like those two movies.. ...obviously you know what I mean by THOSE TWO MOVIES. -.- I don't know. I'll think of it tomorrow. -- ...way away, away from here I'll be. Way away, away so you can see how it feels to be alone...