Gordon and I are having this rather.. insightful talk about life and people.. and ..everything. I made the mistake of telling him just how miserable I am and it freaked him out to the extreme.. but whatever.. Things are not overly wonderful. Given, they could definitely be worse. I wish he'd go away. I wish he'd take all his 'friends' with him and fucking go away.. I'm so sick of hearing how I never deserved him.. fuck you all..