Maybe I didn't have a thing left to say. I bottled it far away. Maybe I tried too hard to find someone to blame. Maybe it's me who changed. And now I'm left with nothing again. So what if I lost everything? Would you want me if I was a failure? -- Well! So. Did work stuff for Ron today. It wasn't very interesting. Just lots and lots of old people = Hung out with Courtney and Elyse for a bit... which was interesting. There's a shitload of new people at Timmies. Which isn't so cool. And sad that we can tell. Went out for dinner with the parentals and Aynsley & Jaro. Why? I really don't know. It wasn't cool. Went to see "The Village" with Ryan... it was a super movie. He jumped more than I did, 'cause he's extremely womanly =P More so than I am. Scary, I KNOW. Mmmn tooked the bus back to Aynsley's. I'm staying the night here ..just 'cos. And Rayce was on le b00s. It was all "MandaIheartyouRAPE" *twitch* He was a bit drunk. If by bit you mean totally smashed, then just a bit. -- So what if I lost everything? Would you be there even when I am gone? Maybe I didn't seem to give everything away, not because I needed you to stay. And I couldn't face the fears I left far behind. I tried to answer every question to why I'm left with nothing again.