My mind has changed my bodies frame, but God I like it!

Feeling: blah
I can't get enough of this song of this writing of this spending of this medication. Citalopram 30mg's daily Friseum 10mg's whenever I want They're not my favourite but I like the kick! I can almost FEEL the weight sliding off of me gradually and I'm kicking myself again for every calorie I swallow! Thank God for Keli the skinny bitch! I look at her everyday and think to myself I need to be as thin if not thinner than her!!! I can feel it coming back to me....I can feel the control...I can feel the Pull of starvation and binges and purges and bones and size 6 jeans falling right off my body all over again! One of my cats (Harry) has killed another mouse and I feel terrible for it's suffering :/
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Woah dude. Not healthy!! You shouldn't change yourself to fit society's idealistic views m'dear. Embrace yourself. Although. If you're anything like me :/ You're not even gonna listen to that >.>