That last entry went on for too long, the long & short of it is that our landlord is making us make him a proposal for our early release of contract. I don't think he'll let us. If not I don't know what I'm gonna do, cos Kris is moving home, we've split up. I can't afford to live here, not financially, not mentally. Of all my mistakes, this has got to be the biggest so far. Newcastle was never a city I'd chosen to move to before but I ot carried away with all the romantic notions of me & Kris @ uni together being a couple and so on. Now I'm stuck here for the next 3 years. It's always worse when there's no one to blame but yourself.