Listening to: One Inch Punch
Feeling: broken
Nicotine, Valium, Vicodin, Marijuana. Ecstasy & Alcohol.
I know that I've had a good weekend by how unhealthy my body feels. I don't remember the last time I ate. I've had 8 hours sleep in 2 days. And my ability to make a decision is shot to shit.
I have reached a brand new level of paranoia when I start to worry that people can see me through my computer screen.
My best friend is switching schools and tomorrow's her last day. :(
And I really really want to see my guy. I haven't seen him in 5 days now. I guess that's why.
It's probably like once in a while for me. Usually when I'm up doing homework so late. I'll get like..3 hours of sleep and then I have to get up for school. Eh. I'm surprised I don't fall asleep during school. =P
That's not good =/