Listening to: \'Mercedes\' - Team Sleep
Feeling: affectionate
Things certainly seem to be going my way at the moment. Lets see how long it takes for this all to crash.
I'm longing for all of those things though. Hugs and kisses that are fresh and exciting to me. The goosebumps that arrive when holding a new lovers hand and catching their sideways glances at my mouth...sending a shiver through my spine as I think about different touches and the rhythm of tongue against tongue.
I'm getting ahead of myself.
And yes, grouphug.us = whoa. I found that off here somewhere I think, lolz. I definitely utilize it now XD.
Yes pouring all my energy into something to take of my mind of indecisive boy is working it keeps me at just arms length for him to want me but to be that easy to get a hold of. I called him the other night and things seemed to go really well they would have went better if he didn't have a friend over. lol
I just b/c his roommates are bitchy doesn't mean that it could go drastically wrong. Granted I'm not sure it will go exactly as your diary depicts...well b/c lets face it nothing goes that perfect and if someone does get that then fuck them and why the hell are they not sharing with the rest of us...lol
Unfortunately I don't think I will get out that for another year yet just so that I can get all my finical aid shit together and what not b/c I could not afford it, if it was not a study abroad program. But I hope that we can do a day trip that would be really fantastic!=) XXX
sorry, your life your crimes. =)
mouse.