"Dandy, you know you're moving much too fast. And Dandy, you know you can't escape the past." I think I might have out done myself in terms of self-destruction. This was only a small bender...but so close to Christmas? Saturday night the pills...star of David...made me bite my cheek and tongue so hard that both have swollen and now I can't talk properly or eat (that has it's benefits). Cut. Fuck. Snort. Drop. LOVE. Ends. Repeat.