Moral bitch...

Feeling: conflicted
I don't think that I really have enough morals. Sick Guy has a girlfriend. I did know this and yes our hang out today was just a friendly spliff, film and chill...but when he was sitting on his bed in his shorts and I could see his fine haired calves all I could think about was kissing them. :/ I really wanted him to kiss me even though I've had a conversation with his damn girlfried...who by the way has my favorite name...Bobbi! And I mean he must have been feeling something similar because he was angling toward me but still holding back. If he didn't want something to happen between us then why did he text me last thursday about keeping him company at his house ALONE!!! Kane says it's obv. Brett likes me because of his body language and the fact that "he is clearly pissing off his g.f but not caring about it". According to Kane, Bobbi was pissed cos last time I came down when she was there too, he spent more time with me :s I do feel really bad about this but at the same time I'm excited. But if this was me that was the girlfriend I'd be fuckin' gutted :( I'm blates goin' to hell! I don't even believe in Hell! Alex called me though for a chat out of the blue <3 And Stoner well right now he is drunk and on MSN and we are talking about him coming over next friday to get high and watch family guy and there is some innuendo being passed about but what I really wanna say is I AM GONNA FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT BOY! Sorry :[
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