Went to Paddy's yesterday, nothing happened. Just him, George & I getting high and watching TV for 7 hours solid. It was nice although now I'm worried that he's feeling awkward...I really hope this friendship doesn't get fucked up over something so trivial. I have a ton of work to do for tomorrow which I am completely unmotivated to do. The film treatment's not such a big deal, it's the essay plan. I have skipped so much and now I have no idea what's going on :/ Oh well! My moods have been strange. It's like teetering on an edge. "You're either manic or you're depressed will you ever be okay?" - Bright Eyes