I can't believe I didn't bring this up earlier. The other day when i was labelling all of my cds...the song 'Under The Gun' came on, and then i got goosebumps. Then they stopped once the song was over. Then the song 'Cats In The Cradle' came on, I got goosebumps again. Those were both two of Kori's favorite songs. A year ago this month, my best friend Kori committed suicide. I believe in spirits, so i do, most definitely, believe that he was in my presence that day. I miss him so much. He meant the world to me. I don't think that anybody has ever helped me along in life as well as he has. Not even my best friends... I'm not saying that they dont help me, because they do. They help me a lot. But he was always there for me, especially when i was with Anthony. He gave me the honest truth about everything, and he never said a bad thing to me...EVER. I was his michellers =/ And he was my everything. I would have done anything for him. Which is why I feel so fucking terrible. I bet you, I could have stopped him, had I known. Because heaven sends, and heaven takes, crashing cars in his brain. Keep him tied up to a dream, and only she can set him free, and then he said to me...kill me now kill me now kill me now kill me now. It is so coincidental that this was his favorite song at his time of...________. She set him free. I really hope shes happy. She destroyed one of the single greatest things I had in my life. I miss him so much. :::tears up::: But I know that someday, we will see each other again. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. He's the person that protects me, I just know it. And every night before I go to bed...I will say 'I love you Kori..please protect me.' I know, it probably sounds gay. But you know what? I've said that every night ever since last June. R.I.P. KORI JOHNSON June 27, 1990-June 26, 2003 I love you.