So yeah, I'm going out with Lyleface now. That's pretty cool.
Right after he asked me out he said I was repulsive. Lmao. What a sweetheart. He's really very grand though.
Lyleface. What a weird nickname I made up for him. He doesn't know, and I don't plan on telling him. haha.
I don't get to see him tomorrow, so that kinda sucks =/ Ohwell. Hmm. He's the first guy I've ever gone out with to ask me out in person. Rather than in a note/onthephone/online. It was cool. I could barely answer him though, because when he said it I lost my voice and could barely even say yes. hah.
He gives nice hugs. Hoorah.
...Maybe now I'll be happy for awhile. I hope so. It's really sad that it seems like guys are the only ones that can make me happy nowadays. Igh.
People on my tv are having sex I think. I hear heavy moaning, and a girl is yelling. woop. Hooray for sex. Silly virgin=me. hah.
oh well. Abstinent and straightedge. Rad.
Not 'til marriage though. Maybe til I'm 16? Who knows.
Goodnight my lovelies.
<3
i want to abstinent&straigtedge. but who reallyy knows? i think i made promises to two different people when i was too drunk/upset to care. but i dont' have regrets. too late for that now, i'm on a roll.
and that just sucks for them (=