Today sure was uneventful. I'm getting tired of doing nothing.
It's driving me insane-o.
I need to get a job, pronto. Something to occupy me and give me money, because it'd be really nice to have, ya know?
Ah I don't know what to do with myself.
I think I might be gettin' a cell phone soon.
Hahaha I'm one of those loser kids.
I don't shop at Hollister. I don't own an iPod, I don't go through 1000 text messages a week, and I don't spend 5 dollars on my eyeliner or chop all the fingers off of my gloves [that really just pisses you off in the end, you'll later realize]
Hahahha. I'm lame.
My dad wants me to go to college down in California but I'm not sure if that's what I want to do. He's freaking out on me and puts down all the things I want to be, saying I wouldn't be able to survive on those occupations and I might as well just become a waitress. Igh. He wants me to be a journalist or a nurse. I want to be
a)Child psychologist/psychiatrist
b)Own my own record label
c)Editor of something big
d)Social Worker
e)Plastic Surgeon [except I couldn't do that since my mathematical skills suck]
f)Fashion Designer? Hah. I'm not original enough.
g)A ROCKSTAR. No joke. hahahaha good luck.
Theres so many things, ya know? Life's too short nowadays. Everything moves by too fast.
I need to learn to hold on and love everything and everyone as much as I can, regardless of getting hurt. I need to let go and be myself for once. Do the things I want to do, not just follow what everyone else does.
I didn't even make a new years resolution. I wish I had. I can't even think of anything that I would want to change. Actually I can...but nothing that I actually would change.
What are your resolutions?
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