They were really deep.
They were bleeding in first period this morning. Fucking scared the hell out of me.
Lyle is sending me tons of mixed messages and so I don't know what to do.
He's such a sweetie (when he's not making fun of me..hahahaha).
Actually. Okay he's not sweet. But he's really funny and easy to get along with. Plus he has a really nice butt...and he's cute.
He reminds me SO much of my old friend Dylan.
I fell in love with him...but he never liked me.
Lyle just might like me though...idk.
That'd be interesting. I'm afraid of guys knowing that I like them though. I don't even know why it's such a big deal.
I'm just afraid of rejection.
Oh I wanted to hold his hand so bad today. Or to lean my head on his shoulder...or something. Gosh.
We'll just have to see what happens tomorrow. Maybe Colin and Jacob will help me out like they planned today.
Only tomorrow I won't threaten to cut their balls off.
hah.