I didn't know my face turned purple

Feeling: cold
Mkay well Brittany told Lyle that I liked him. Whatever I didn't even care. But at lunch Colin decides to be a good friend...TOO BAD I WAS RIGHT THERE. Colin: HEY LYLE!! Me: ::muttering:: colin i swear to god don't you dare tell him anything Colin: Don't worry I'm not going to tell him you like him or anything ::lyle comes over:: Colin: Would you go out with Michelle? Me: ::mouth drops:: chokes on nachos.. **all the guys at our table's mouths drop open** Lyle: I don't know **extreme blushing now** Colin: Well do you like her? You better say yes or else I'm going to get hurt Lyle: Yeah Michelle's okay ::rubs my head:: Colin: Well then do you like her? Lyle: Yeah I'd be her boyfriend, but I'd have to think about it because of the whole friendship thing. Brittany said my face turned purple...like it was bruised or something. I'm so glad Lyle didn't see my face. I was so embarrassed. Gosh. He doesn't even like me though. he probably just felt bad and didn't want to hurt my feelings because he was put on the spot. Or something. Idk. He's a really honest person though, so he would be able to reject me. Oh well. Whatever. WHAT IF I ASKED HIM TO OUR NEXT DANCE?!?! The girls are supposed to ask the boys and you go in your pajamas. Like the couple goes out and buys matching pajamas and then goes. Awwwwwwwww. I'd love to go to one of our stupid dance things. Like homecoming. I really wanted to go to that ::sigh:: Cody likes Brittany. I find that funny. Not unusual though. He's the third guy I've gone out with that afterwards falls for Brittany. I'm just the ugly friend between the two of us. I really hate it. Guys who can't have her just end up going out with me, as if I'm some sort of substitute or something. Oh well. This morning I went to spray hairspray into my hand and the thing wasn't aimed right and the shit got all over my wrist. Holy fuck that hurt. BAD. Roller blading tomorrow. Maybe by then Lyle and me will be going out and then I won't have to hold Jordan's hand the entire time, or something. Marylou thinks that he likes me. But that's Cody's cousin, and that'd be weird going out with him...you know? He's really nice to me...which is awesome. He says duh really funny too. "DAWWWWWH" lmfao. Just like Cody when he says shit. He says 'shut' instead of shit. It's hilarious. He doesn't even talk to me anymore. It's funny. Wait no last night he called me to ask me what Sara's number was. I didn't have it so he asked me what Brittany's was. Hha. Stupid stupid him. I wish I was prettier. My stepmom's baby is due in 5 days. How rad. That will surely be something new.
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