Hmmm. I'm eating tapioca pudding right now, it's pretty good. My stupid cat is laying between my legs. It feels quite awkward. And I think I have to pee...hahahah. I hate keeping thoughts from other people? I really do. And then I hate when people find them out, because then I feel really gay? Weaknesses revealed. The worst feeling ever. That, and hurting somebody that you really care about. I hate doing that =/ So much. I don't ever mean to... ::turns on running by no doubt:: What a great song. fa la laaaa. I REALLY don't wanna wake up at 6 tomorrow, that gives me like...6 hours to sleep. Oh well. Guess what? I love Damien. a lot. =D Hmm. I wish I had some kind of speshal quality about me. That'd be cool. Like..I don't know...some striking feature, or a blazing personality? Rather than being such a dull teenage girl..y'know? She's fading away, away from this world...drifting like a feather, shes not like the other girls. She lives in the clouds and talks to the birds. Hopeless little one, she's not like the other girls I know. That song saddens me. The whole ha;lsdkfja;lk everything in general. It's just..so sad. =/ Hmm, I like to write really long entries? It's pretty cool. I'm done with secret diaries. Not that I've been writing in my other one lately. I haven't really done much 'journalling' for the past...like two weeks. No real reason to...I suppose. And when I do...I use a book that only I have access to. Unless I really really really really trust you with my feelings? I don't know. I've yet to show anybody ::shrugs:: My cat has gas. It's so fucking sick. Makes me want to puke. HAHAHA I LOVE COURTNEY LOVE ::sings:: I want my baby? Where is my baby? ::screams:: THERE IS NO MIIIIIIILK!!! lmfao. Nobody can pull that off but her. How great. I love this song. I love Courtney Love. hahahha. Hmmmmm. I guess I made this entry long enough..I REALLY NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. I love you Damien -Michelle