people tell me that theyy want me to be happyy to. i wouldn't call myself a bitch [even though i act like one most of the time (=] but i would sayy that i'm just too ignorant to care about what theyy sayy.

and then afterwards, i think "there i go again, pushing people awayy."

but if theyy reallyy did want me to be happyy, theyy would know me well enough to keep pushing back when i push them awayy. silly people.

♥verena