I hate being angry, you know that? So does Justine. She gets scared when I get mad. hahahaha. I feel crazed. I want to listen to The Distillers right now...but I'm listening to my Courtney Love cd, which kicks mucho ass, if you didn't know. 'sorry about the fire, sorry about the torch, sorry I had to have my revenge. Send it a note, say you cannot come, say you are still tied to the bed' Shit, does that make any sense. She doesn't most of the time, but I love her, nonetheless. I use my fear to empower my hate. That, is a great line. It's from Blood Pigs by Otep. That's so true for me, I suppose. People need to stop messing with my mind. It might just be a few words to you, but to me it's a lot more than that. Ah oh well. People don't care. I don't care either. About anything. Anyone. I wish I could be like Anthony, and just harden my heart to the world. Oh wait. He didn't. He's in love with Brittany. uh hah. I could write on here for the longest time, just whatever comes to mind. 'And I don't wanna die, and I don't wanna live baby I just wanna chance to be with you, I tried, no I love you...I swear to god I've never felt so alive. Never gonna lose, and if I tell the truth, would it be uncool if I could write a love song? I just wanna bleed, you got ahold of me, and everytime you move and everytime you breathe, yeah, I gotta write a lovesong. Baby you're a freakshow just like me, baby we are all born ugly' Probably one of my favorite songs on this album. I hate love. Love isn't fucking puppy dogs and rainbows. It's pain. I love that. Some guy said it on Inked, this kickass show on A&E, haha. I'm gay, I know. I want to go find a guy right now. Just any guy. Okay, not just ANY guy, but a guy my age, who looks half decent. That's all. Liliana is a faggot. But I love her to death. She told me to write something about her. hahahahahha shes awesomer than you, so stfu. Okay. I'm done. I'm going to go draw on my pants or something. Guess what? I don't like you :)