Hello my old friend I've knocked upon your door before Deep within my pulsing soul Driven by a need for more You understand me, and I don't care What you make of everyone else It's all a game, sick but unmoving For humans' petty, mortal wills Every day I try to accept What I am, despite the taste So bitter that's left in my mouth How I can't help but hate myself All the lies that make my bed Attack me viciously in my head I can't take this, yet I do And wonder who sees the aftermath It's so quiet, but it's too loud I can't hear a worthwhile sound Eminating from these walls They mean nothing, nothing at all I'd give everything for freedom Hands down and no questions ask Some know why, others ask questions But everything, everyone comes to pass I stand in this chasm, in this hole Wondering if I can save my soul As all the good times escape too fast Amidst the pains always last...