Total Chaos

First day of July. A month and a half until school starts again... funny how time passes while it stands still. Anyway.... I got good sleep since the night before's hadn't been great, because I was quite physically tired. Well, this morning, after doing a few minor exercises and eating a lunch that was actually not a ticket to death in forty some years (aka it wasn't junk food), I am quite cynical. Last night, after watching Hitch with my family, I wrote a poem that ended up being four pages long. I was going to post it, but I'm not sure if I want to. Anyway, that mentally tired me to an extent too, so my sleep's calibur was furthered even more. Woke up this morning and had my first scene idea for me and Jess's game in like, five days. Which is a long time. Haven't read any of Ryan's book today, and I don't know if I'm going to or not. Ah, yesterday afternoon, Jess, I watched the Nicolai and Rasputin scene where Nicolai is kneeling to him (for ideas on my beautiful creation, you know who *hugs creation*). In the process, though, I realized for the first time since I ended the game how red Nicolai's hair looks (When it's supposed to be strawberry blonde! Friggin' graphic artists, make up your minds!) If there ever was a man in real life that looked like Nicolai, he would be MINE. M-I-N-E. Ok, done, because I know everyone but Jessica is freaking out because they don't know what the heck I'm going on and on about. You know, this entry has been really haphazardly written. Sorry for skipping around like I have, and for the mood changes, but that's just how it's went during this entry. *shrugs* I'm going to go before this becomes even more messed up. Have a happy, smiley day! -Britters P.S. The fan is up in the room downstairs! It has clear blades and a light that looks neon blue in it! Right on!
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Sweet! When do you get online? We never talk anymore! *sniff*
you're right brittany, everything has a purpose. i should have been more specific. i can't SEE the purpose in anything. perhaps the purpose of my coming here is simply to show that it has no purpose and i need to search for something else. maybe it's to make me go back and fix what's been done. maybe it's something totally irrelevant. but yes, it does have a purpose. i just can't see it.
i know you were trying to help when you left that comment, but i don't think it helped any. I miss Garrett and really want him back. I can't really explain why I miss him so much, or why I don't care that he's lied to me, or that he left me for some skanky whore. I guess.... I don't know. I know that i want him back.

Thanks for trying to help anyway.

Draqulyn
i know you were trying to help when you left that comment, but i don't think it helped any. I miss Garrett and really want him back. I can't really explain why I miss him so much, or why I don't care that he's lied to me, or that he left me for some skanky whore. I guess.... I don't know. I know that i want him back.

Thanks for trying to help anyway.

Draqulyn