Wow 5 days happy and then back to the pit of denial, hate, and ect. It really suxs badly. The knives cut so deeply that i am not bleeding. And this pain isnt ciceing. It hurts badly and i am going insane, with this pain. Its amazing that i was happy but never will it ever be again and it seems like an eternity for me. And yet i do live in a backward world. I am sad and things are reterning to normal for other people. Will he realiz this pain inside and finaly mak up his mind? Or is it in an oblivion. Either way i am still here for him, and i hope i always can be untill the day i die.An eternity in the light sucks. Eclipse: Hey.....i really hopeyou didnt do anything bad yesterday. Navy Brat: This is like taking poison.