No

by nightshade
Listening to: Alot of crap playing
Feeling: shocked
Will i ever be happy?No Will i ever love again?No Will i ever trust again? NOOOOO Will i ever learn? No Will i ever stop being self centered? No Does that concern me? NO Should it concern me? NO I am truly not sorry for being the way i am and i'm proud to say it. I am sorry that i cant: 1. trust 2. love 3.be happy 4. be joyous 5. rejoice 6. dance 7. care I am sorry that i (am): 1.selfcentered 2.in bad moods all the time 3.suicidal 4.an individualist 5. dont care a flying fuck 6.like who i am 7. a cold hearted bitch It is hard not to be self centered when: 1. I havent had friends for 4 years. 2. I havent talked much for 4 years 3. My boyfriend (6 months ago) broke up with me on the phone saying " hey i am in Georgia right now and well, its not working out and i have found some one else. 4. Most people that i trust have stabbed me in the back at lest once. But i am not sorry for: 1. being me 2. being mean 3. being the way i am 4. dressing how i wanna dress 5. complaining about my life 6. not caring for alot of people 7. hating people 8. not trusting people 9. being who i wanna be 10. likeing who i like. My weaknessess are: 1. I care either too little or too much. 2. Love 3. Trust
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hmm which pictute the one with me wearing my glases or the one with my bangs on my face?
Your deff right I just need to tune ppl out ...THANKS
[Anonymous]
im sorry.


i love you.


i dont care. i just do.
wow that definently sucks..sorry abotu that.
[Anonymous]
well what did he do thats so bad?


sometimes love sucks and hurts.




obviously from ur previous entries youre against pot.


im the same way.


my bf used to do it all the time, and he has lapses back to it.



it hurts so much.



but i cant give him up.





i dont know why i told you that....


*shrug*


being different rocks. its the way to go.

but yeah.... uhh i dont really have a point to this....
well. usually i dont do this. but youve got my support.

whatever he said. i hope he regrets it.




thats stupid. to talk.


i wish people were truthful.


well. adieu to you also.. i guess.

but yeah. im here to talk if u ever need.



listening is what i do.
you need to do yoga.

badly.

---audioblood
[Anonymous]
thank you, i like your sitdiary alright.

but it's not a blog though.. and you said it was, and it's nothing like a blog, it's a diary..

it has no records..

still cool

[Anonymous]
im sry. it sucks to have to feel that way. the world is depressing i figure but humanity isnt a lost hope. hang in there. ~nicole
*blackroses*
[Anonymous]
IM sorry...If ya wanna talk Im here...cuz at this point I dont have 2 many friends im allowed to see
[Anonymous]
yeah. that doesn't help. you need yoga cuz you need to caaalm down a smidge bit....well...i need yoga too....but still!
i dont know. It'd be again, if i was.

Hm.

i really, really, really dont know. Dont wanna believe in it. It'd be tooooooo stupid/foolish/insane.

Paradox?

Haha.

Damn boy! Whattdo i do?? =(

Vienna
[Anonymous]
i dont know man michael is bein a loser... he says that hes going to make another band and i called him an ass hole and he was all well youre in another band when i dont even do anything with that band.. I devote all my time to michaels band...Where am i every weekend....band practice with michael fucking sucks dude i dont know what happened