10 To Zipp

by nightshade
Feeling: vacant
1-Nick Ver. DUMPED 2-Joe Van. DUMPED (STILL FRIENDS) 3-Chris Mead USED AND DUMPED 4-Josh Heeth USED 5-Julia Messer DUMPED 6- NEED I GO ON????? oh yeah not to mention 10 10-Eclipse G. - DUMPED AND USED I loved him and gave him my heart but instead he tossed it into the garbage and threw up on it. Then ran over it with his blind ass eyes. Not to mension i have other shit going on at this time and he thinks he knows me perfectly. And he thinks he knows my family. YEAH 7 MONTHS but still. HE COULDNT SE THAT I LOVED HIM. THAT WAS MY FAULT AND IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN. I HOPE.... ______________________________________________ ON THE OTHER OPEN HAND. I WON THE POETRY CONTEST FOR MY ENTRY RUNAWAY ROMANCE I am getting my check in August. $50,000 bitch FUCK YEAH. and you know what he can blow me if he wants the money. I worked hard for it. But you know what. He is an ass about things and i dont like it at all and i am done.
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i shoul fucking hope youve hqad more cock than that.....in the not in the mouth area!
good decision. My dad is in florida and my mom and sisters are with me. I am not goth punk or any kind of clique. I am me and I am a freak.
I have some preppy clothes. :( but thats cause ya really can't wear khaki without looking preppie. I have mostly cargo khaki shorts cause I have to wear khaki at work.
I have to wear khacki and a work shirt so I don't really have a wardrobe anymore. I don't have much of a life either so I don't need a lot of different clothes.
thats cool. I like my job but it doesn't pay enough to pay my bills let alone go out to eat occasionally. I still like it though.
speaking of insomnia it is 5:15 here. I only sleep after the sun comes up. I should be a vampire.
I am an absorber. I see the future in my dreams occasionally. I only remember my dreams if they are going to come true or have some relevence to something bothering me. BTW do you know what an absorber is?
I will probably go to sleep around 7 am cause I need to be up early today. I have to go with my friend to get him some herb and chill for a few hour b4 work.
I absorb whatever is used against me. It is a passive ability that can also be used aggressively. I have brought down a coven in this area by doing nothing. The stronger a witch is the worse it is for them.
I never use any of my power except absorbing and that can't be stopped it is a natural defense. it took this one witch 3 times b4 I confronted her about it and told her she would keep getting weaker. She wasn't a natural. She had to steal other people's power. Can I read your poem that you won the contest with?
That is beautiful man. I am going now I will play some games and maybe check out some card prices. Later
wow well fucking done dude. so please for you.

and yeah those attacks sucked. We need to kill all of the fucking bastards. If your gonna be a suicide bomber why cant you just go bomb yourself in like the privacy of your own home...lol bastards.
13 centimetres....lol...i got bored and shoved a ruler down my throat until i gagged.
well talking about sleep i should be off to bed i have work tomorrow it was nice talking to you again if i dont talk you you sortly i hope things start to look up.

goodnight
[Anonymous]
welcome back hun!! :) congrats on the 50 thou, i am so jealous!!! :P
good job with winning!
dude don't worry, some really really really awesome guy will come around for you. you just gotta wait for him to step into your life. & then you gotta grab him...and never let you. i believe in you, that you will find somebody.

peace & love, Jamie
hello luv!sorry im hyper and bored...remember what we talked about last night!cheerup!shit will get better!but it might be a good idea for when the right guy comes around to not tell him about all the $.i dont want him to use you aswell. that would suck!and btw. i want them back.ill have to come over to your house sometime.but no bleeding cause then it wont heal.and i dont really want scarring on my neck the last one finnally went away.:luvs: val
hey thats fuckin awsome congratulations...i know im sorry i havent commented in a long time...how r u ?
Hey thanks a lot for the compliments, although I don't half deserve them. 50 000 $..are you kidding me?? congratulations!!
hey... THANX BUDDY!!! that made me sooooooooooooo happy... so things got fucked up with you two again... i'm sorry to hear that... write back...
[Anonymous]
i'm glad to see you again. personally life isnt so hot, so i'm just limping off to find another adventure. personally i think humans could just struggle and drown. i'll stand their and watch.
aw man that's just like the absolute coolest that you won!!!!! seriously, you deserve it.

hmm well i will talk to you later. i need to go back to sleep...watch a movie...relax and spend a weekend alone.
Heyyy, thanks for stoppin by! I missed hearin from ya~
How are you? :)
wow im sorry i just read the comment and it came out pretty rude i didnt mean for it to. it was meant to be a complement well i tired. and sorry i call all males sir that is when i think they are intellegent human beings but if it oppends you which i didnt know it did i will not call you that.
[Anonymous]
Same man work and all that jazz. Yeah just find me I can get lots of alcohol and weed. :P
[Anonymous]
hell yeah for 50 g's. I wish I had a g.
[Anonymous]
sorry those last 2 were me
I am gonna have to get a hold of a special friend to make those for us. She makes the best long island teas
oh man. just make sure you stay active!
active. dont sit around and do nothing
go out and do something or keep your brain focus but active and also your body!
[Anonymous]
hahah you should buy some of my photos with that money haha.

-photogramaphon

p.s yeah i changed my username
[Anonymous]
sir you are truly awsome. if i was there i would give you a huge.

i hope things start to work out good for you.
[Anonymous]
indeed your awsome because your socked up in talent. yeah thats it. haha.
[Anonymous]
Damn you are pretty young to be a bartender. all right then who needs her right? I need to get drunk anyways.
lol you said istance :P
lol who needs a dd? Ya forgot about the incredible hulks. Where do they fit in?
yeah same here man. I've been pretty fucked up.
hope you feel better though
[Anonymous]
why ya tryin to get me so drunk? lol. I like drinking :P
I do. I was just fuckin wit ya. I have gotten drunk the last 3 out of 4 nights. tonight is that one night that sucks ass.
hahaha well i guess we are both even on are didnt mean to me rude comments.

sorry to hear about your bad experience with your father i know how it is my real father was a drinker and use to hit me and my brother and sister so i guess i kind of know who it feels to have things remind you of the bad times its not realy warm feelings.
[Anonymous]
yeah that would it might even make him feel like its someones fault that you are gay and of course he might blame his self puting him in a courner of confustion.
[Anonymous]
oh yeah i deffentaly know im not on speaking terms with eather of my three parents and i live with two of them.
[Anonymous]
I know ya are gay, but I can protect myself even drunk. I can do shit with my knife when I am drunk most people can't do sobre so yeah no funny business. I am sure ya could find a gay guy around here there are alot of them.
yeah i havent seen my real father in about 9 years didnt even write letter and funny thing is last summer he wanted so see me and my brother.sisters.

but to use he will always just be the spem and only that
[Anonymous]
I know the feeling pal. I have made the choice to be single a long time ago. I kinda want someone right now but at the same time I don't.
I wouldn't mind a girl looking for some sex but I want everything else too. I know a lot of girls that would have me for sex, but I don't want them. I have very high standards given my childhood.
great comment :).

i'm a lesbian, though not butch.
i feel the same way about people who just act like themselves.