Listening to: Crossfade and System of a Down
Feeling: confused
Its is really really confused. Ok we have officially decided to be friends but i just dont know. I want to be but i also want us to be lovers. And it just shoots me up that it isnt going to happen. I guess it is a good thing. But i am glad that we are friends. And we will be for a long time. I am happy that he is happy. I wish that it didnt matter what race, gender, color, sexuality, or anything we were. It really sucks. But i am still happy we are friends. And if you are reading this dont be sorry. I am happy we are still friends.Every moment i am away from him i am really sad and depressed. I am so pathetic, hints why i started the pathetic club!
Trumbleing waters stop moving
And the world keeps revolving
Tipsy and turney
Openly mottly
Completely disdraught
But still loving his thoughts.
In the end....
Only love and friends matter.
And i dont think i have either right now.
thanks, and you too!
And thanks for not saying PMS... I woulda killed you.. lol.. (its not though, I promise, lol)
~nicole
see ya ^^;
gay pride and all that shit
we should just go to starbucks and drown ourselves in that chocolate coffee goodness!
unless you dont like coffee then we'll just eat ice cream 'till we drop. 'kay??
luv,
stella
i know it hurts...but itll get better, i promise...
or perhaps he'll finally wake up and apologize profusely and you guys can make up?? but 'till then you and me can drown in the caramel sugary goodness that is starbucks.
luv,
stella