UGHHHH

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: dead
OK now that i have spent a night spilling my guts to the person i love and my diary. I feel WORSE! It is funny how sometimes something that helps so much can do somuch more damage than something that isnt. why is it when i feel bad every body around me is in a good mood. and vice versa. oi, i live in a backwards world. Eclipse2: read the entry plz it is very important. Navybrat: i see you. hehe T.T borded lik hell. But the sols were easy. What is your weird quotient? Click to find out! I am 52% loser. What about you? Click here to find out!
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hey... yeh i kno... that was super easy... and i kno the feeling... i've had those nites and days too... and it is hard when "I am so scared ... scared that I wont ever feel like this again, that I wont ever find someone who can make me feel so complete yet at the same time be the one who's leaving me feeling lifeless..." that's how i feel about him
hey... trust me... it will be okay in the end... everything happens for a reason... and i kno that you aren't a religous person and i hope you don't mind me saying this, but... what is meant to happen will happen... and it will happen for a reason... and nothing more, nothing less... I admit that I'm not over him completely, but i've learned that nothing will happen between us and that I must move on for the sake of my sanity and heart... luv ya!
i kno... i had that feeling too... i'm glad that we're friends, even if that's all we'll ever be... but its enough to get me thru the day
how the hell did you know this user was me??? am i that obvious???
hey... i came home... i had the mother of all stomach aches and my mom said that she would go ahead and get me... so I'm home now, but i can still talk... wut's wrong with him anyways?
hey... lol... have fun... wut the fuck is up with him anyways?
hey... yeh i kno... its ok... only a bit longer... something is wrong with him...
im nt sure..i think simething that brandon said to me might be right...i htink...and i think i might have a problem....i told you about it im sure...well it gets worse..im thinking about posting it and mayb letting him read it..i guess hell hate me after this..
im nt sure..i think simething that brandon said to me might be right...i htink...and i think i might have a problem....i told you about it im sure...well it gets worse..im thinking about posting it and mayb letting him read it..i guess hell hate me after this..
hey... wut's up? i'm soooo bored
probably not... i'm trying to find some stuff online rite now... we can still talk here though... if u want
hey... ok... i'll be back about 9ish... i kno the feeling... luv ya muches... if i don't talk to ya tonite... i'll talk to ya tomorrow... *HUGS*