Run Away Romance

Feeling: secretive
Laboratory of the eternal brain All of the memories in vain The rushin feeling of remorse Is just another problem like devorce An apathy of everything And a wanting on nothing Left alone for centries to come Waiting for things to be undone Ebony woods in his back yard weep Sing the morbididty while he sleeps Into the darkness and up the hills Where the black blood had been spilled. Pain and damnation Rule this land now To all who are abdatious And the weak abound Rapturous voices ring in the air All because of one little scare He runs away deeper and deeper Because in his home lies his own reeper. His screams are within but loud to the touch All in his head and the pain not so much. Rattles of the bone Around the carved stone. The graveyard lit by a cresent moon All in the spring night's tune. Animals sing their last and lonely cries As the two kiss goodbye. +++++++++++++=======================++++++++ This is from a dream of mine that has been reocurring. It is about me and the one i love. It is about running away into my back woods where there is a graveyard. And there we phuck. And the night is filled with sining insects. There we stay untill it id dawn and then we run back home. I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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its brittany.. him... i don't think he read it... i have the worst fuckin headache in the world... i feel like i'm gonna be sick... i wanna cry... :'(
[Anonymous]
salem, the code i got doesn't fucking work. help me in art class?
[Anonymous]
hey... yeh... i wrote you bought that... lol... i hate this class
whooohoo! congrats. lol
its Brittany... wut did he say? he didn't comment so i don't kno if he read it... and he's in my next class too... OMFG!!! its driving me insane :'(
[Anonymous]
where are ya now? this class sucks... all he does is sit there and play these stupid ass games and stuff... its soooo retarded... UGH!!!
hey... I know the feeling bud... don't worry... I'll be here... he's playing stupid ass games and wut not... not even paying any attention to anything...
thanks for reading and the comments
aww...thanks...
yeah...im just angry...
yknow, parents can be so...URGH!!
....and boyfriends?
...i swear sometimes...
i just wish hed see how much he hurts me...
i guess he just knows ill forgive him everytime so it doesnt matter to him anymore??
*sigh*
...i never did ask, whats ur name?
-stella
aww...
thanks for caring...
and yeah...guys are...URGH!
lol.
i wish it wasnt that way though...
aww, im sorry its that way w ur family....
i wish it was better....
if u ever need to talk yknow, im here...
hoping to hear from ya soon,
stella

hey... wut's wrong? wut did he do now? god I feel like shit... my throat hurts soooo bad... UGH!!!... I wanna go home...
o shit i forgot to tell u i changed my name
*overatedlush*
thanks! lol i try to change it once and awhile
that is so fucking great. wut r u going to publish?
thats wut i thought u were talking bout. i really like ur stuff.:) wut ones r u going to do?
when it comes out i def will u just have to let me know where to get it
i hope that all works out for ya
You're right.. I don't know you but part of living is getting hurt so I don't doubt that you know exactly what i'm talking about. It's nice to be reminded that there are still people that understand what I'm going through. Thanks for the comment.
You have a band?! That's awesome!! Good for you. =)
[Anonymous]
You have a band?! That's awesome!! Good for you. =)
You have a band?! That's awesome!! Good for you. =)
yeh i am only 13 but everyone says i act much older..i am like extremly smart n stuff ive been gettin straight A's like for ever..well my sn is brokenxdloozer if u ever wana talk in the future..later
haha that is was i meant it to say so thats good you think that.

my opinon is he is a really horny friend and likes everyone..or he is bisexual..they are sorta the same but hormones can cause alot of starnge things..are u bi or totally gay to advence
so are u gay? if u mind me askin..if nto im not tryin to b mean or rude..if it sounds like i am..im sorry..im just a bit confused about the comment u sent
o i get it..and im sorry if i offened u in any way..by the way mayb ur friend is shy and doesnt want the world to no he is gay yet..or mayb he is biesexual..u never no has he ever dated a girl?
well i think taht means ur both bisexual...when did u start to liek guys or did u liek guys ur whole life?
o were u just like unattracted towards girls...like do u think u wud ever marry a girl..and have u ever had a bf or gf?
it sucks to b used..and umm if u liek guys or girls there still mean n still moody just in differnt ways..
well i gtg i am gunna add u to my friends list..so mayb we can tlak in the future but it is past midnite and i still have homework and skool is 2morrow so later..
thanks someones nice enough to share their ice cream.

yeah people suck so much.

id have committed suicide a long time ago if i wasnt such a pussy.

oh well.


..... i adopted a ninja fetus too a long time ago. i dont know where he went tho.
hey i rele like your peom
i liek ur diary to..what a great dream..is it about u n ur bf..or another u love?
yeah i get what you mean. thats part of why i dont too.

about this guy you like...

have you ever actually ya know... tried to talk about your feelings for him with him?

i mean... i dunno much about gay/bi stuff.. cuz im not... but like how do you flirt with him... are you sure hes flirting back with you when he does?

why dont you just talk to him about your feelings and see where you stand with him. i bet itd help.
actually its an ex wanting to be a friend again. I want him to just let me into his life and well be a friend maybe I sound desperate, but its not to get him back, I just want to have him as a friend. I dont even know why I care so much, but I do. its weird, but I guess things will work out the way they are suppose to eventually.
thank you
[Anonymous]
hmm well... i dunno...

if i was you.. i think id actually sit down and talk to him about it.. but im just overly outgoing.

i hope it works for you though.

just try not to let it all build up inside.. you really should talk to him.

i think you might only be hurting yourself by not saying anything.
nope sorry. i wasnt =/
yeah, i do believe in rights for everybody of every race, sex, sexual preference and all that good stuff.

and separation of church and state has always been complete bullshit
yeah i was the same way with a guy once.

i couldnt tell him how i felt, cuz really i loved two people at the same time.

ive lost him forever though...

so.

yeah...

want some cherry cheesecake?
im glad i dont have school tomorrow.

i have to type a report too.

good luck