Yeah so its halloween, n yet again, forced to choose between my best friend and my boyfriend, argh!! i cant take this anymore!! This is tearing me up inside! its like i'm ruining everyones life! I can never have what i want, and if i do, then i always end up hurting someone, no matter wut happens someones going to get hurt because of me and i hate it! sometimes i wish i just didnt exist, nobody knew me, nobody knew who i was, that way i wouldnt be ruining so many pplz lives!! somebody please help me! tell me what to do here!! -Starry Eyes