I drank too much. His friend came onto me. I told him to help me but he was drunk and fell asleep. I blacked out. His friend raped me. He's mad at me. Why am I so stupid? We've been dating 3 weeks and I've already lost my virginity to another guy. I honestly love him. He sais he loves me too, but he wont answer my text msges or calls. I don't care if I have to go through a mental breakdown over getting raped or whatever, I'll do anything, I just don't want him to be mad at me. Not drinking anymore. Good. I love him I swear. -Starry Eyes