Yeah so me and this guy that i liked for a few months hooked up. yeah it was sooo kool and i was like sooo happy and wow it was like the best time of my life and we ended up falling asleep together (NOT HAVING SEX! JUST SLEEPING!) yeah and like the next morning he was like 'by the way, me and my girlfriend are still together' which sux cuz me n him like made out n stuff n so he cheated on his girlfriend, and im totalli inlove with him, and now were just like 'friends' n it like hurts and he told me he loved me for some reason then just pretended it didnt happen at all =S it was really wierd. so yah, me n him r still good friends, infact i think were closer friends, but like yah...i luv him so much!! n i relli wish we could be more than friends. see he also told me i wasnt allowed to talk to anyone about this cuz he didnt want ppl knowing he cheated on his girlfriend so i havent been able to talk to any of my friends about this and i was cutting myself n stuff cuz i had all these emotions bottled up inside n no way of letting them out and im just going insane. help me. -Starry Eyes