Tomorrow, February 17th is my birthday. I should be thrilled, and honestly i am in a way, i'm just so angry that my brothers girlfriend is practically forcing him to go on a weekend long trip with her, and theyre leaving tomorrow. all my buddies wouldnt really care that much about it, it's just i've never had the same friends two years in a row on my birthday, they've always changed so much, but my brothers always been there...i thought i could make up for that with my boyfriend matt, but it's like everything i say to him he talks to me in this bitchy tone like he secretly hates me. and the fact that he hasnt chilled with me in the past 3 weeks, and even when he does he bounces on me. yes, even on valentines day, he invited about 4 other ppl to chill with us just doesnt help his case. just today i was talking about my birthday and he said in this bitchy tone that he couldnt come to dinner n when i asked him why hes always gotta use a tone with me, he told me i was a bitch. UGHH it's like i cant talk to him about any of this stuff though, cuz he just gets so fucking angry. so here's how my birthday's gonna go down. my brothers gonna be gone so im gonna be depressed about that, then me and matt will end up fighting and i'll cry. then my bff michelle will roll her eyes at me and call me stupid or something, then my other bff joy will try to bitch at matt and side with me, but that will only anger him more and he'll leave. then i'll cry myself to sleep. yep, my regular weekend...