ok, so as bad as it was getting dumped over a text message and shit, i'm dealing with it. besides, this guy matt was with his girlfriend for 2 years and he was fuckin inlove with her and she just broke up with him, so if he can deal with it i can too. i got relli drunk last night n chilled with cato and all the guys and then a bunch of the girls too. vina was so tanked so i took her home with me cuz she kept puking, and i fell asleep on the couch with matt. i made out with kaz that night, and while i was on the phone with my mom cody came and put his tongue in my mouth too haha. anyways, the point is kaz and cody didn't call me, and i bet i won't end up talking to them much ever again, and i chilled with matt all night, and didn't make out with him and he was the only guy that called me back. so yeah, it benefits to not be slutty. lol. oh fuck it i was tanked. i accidentally told everyone that night that my first time was when i got raped by anthony, and i accidentally blurted out about how i made out with pat fathers. but they were drunk too, so they probably don't remember. i got home at about 1 and made a big bowl of kraft dinner for me and matt and my brother and vina. the night wasn't actually that bad besides vinas constant puking all over the floor and bed. well, til next time. xo.